Floating between memoir and philosophical inquiry, Mariella Nigro’s Memory Rewritten explores the ongoing impact of a childhood trauma and the power of poetry to come to terms with loss, even finding beauty in it. "Sister souls of mine, never look back!" admonished Uruguayan modernist poet Delmira Agustini (1886-1914) in an elegy that reminds us of the fate of the biblical Lot’s wife as well as the ill-fated Orpheus. But sometimes, looking back is necessary – particularly when it is a sister who has been lost. Uruguayan poet Mariella Nigro’s Memory Rewritten is a meditation on the insufficiency of language to provide a container for human emotion and memory– and yet the reality that it is the only means we have. "I’m writing an elegy / and so I’m arranging a dark bouquet of useless words /with their eloquence of broken petals / and burning in the rhetoric of embroidered leaves / the poem grows in black water / of the fragile overflowing vase," Nigro states. The ghost of a beloved sister dead in childhood haunts these poems, as does the need for repetition, the compulsion to return to the sites of loss and pain.
However, rather than merely repeating memories, Nigro elegantly transforms them, salvaging beauty from the wreckage: “In a box I locked like Eleusian mysteries the poems we’d shared the previous year under the January moon, along with the colored ribbons and glass beads that we’d fought over, now mine alone.” In a poetics reminiscent of Helene Cixous’s ecriture feminine, Nigro transforms the visceral, bodily experiences of loss and brings the reader along with her on a journey where grief does not proceed in any orderly stages, where pain and healing coexist within the mess of language, and out of them emerges a poem.
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Up ahead the gleam of the abyss is waiting
boundless certain horizon
final gleam of all things
rays of light in the dark corolla
highest leaves, fruit about to fall with its delicate buds
the future white shadow of the child of the child of the child...
his aura so clear on the screen
and I, so old, gripping the stalk
in the lovely hologram imagined
in his burst of fire
his tenderness.
And a possible, almost safe site of wreckage
the eye of hurricane in the body’s center
and its echoing gale
in the dark interior country
that, prophetic, might predict what earthquake
what solar storm
what lightning bolt traversing lymph and heart
will shine in the dark.
And one more tributary
of this untamed river with unquiet waters
where the death bed was once a ship
and the garden grew only orange blossoms
their brief bloom that taking flight
under the moon that raises its blade like a scythe
stalking the fortitude of the pines.
in the absence of the child on the high branch
with his face revealed by the January moon.
it’s necessary to reorder the tree and the night.
The House of Orange Trees
“how will we look in the amber sun,
backlit, facing the old wall”
“. . . besieged by a wall of high waves,
stone over the whiteness, whiteness over the wall ”
Amanda Berenguer
(From The River)
There was a time when I looked for snails between the yellow sidewalk and the stone wall where my sister had fallen and died. I followed them in order to kill them.
I wore those clothes handed down on my mother’s orders, clothes not given away, that knit bikini, so tiny it showed off my puberty, which was why I liked it. I’d collapsed into her, her small breasts, pink, white and pale, into her batik shirts, tangled among the threads we’d strung with snails for necklaces we had to yank off when the gross slugs came slithering over the neckline.
In a box I locked like Eleusian mysteries the poems we’d shared the previous year under the January moon, along with the colored ribbons and glass beads that we’d fought over, now mine alone. (Trapped in them my neck got burnt, stinging).
Later, along the beach the whitest dust was flying.
In the green quarries’ solitude I invoked her name and boneless face. And I missed her. And I said
It’s me, I’ve come with roses to hang an epitaph of petals
sealed by a hopeful flower.
You’re not there.
For so long no one has been there
stamped, staked
in the nothingness estate.
Therefore I come, every so often,
to change the water
and clean the letters chiseled in marble.
I’m Writing an Elegy
and so I’m arranging a dark bouquet
of useless words
with their eloquence of broken petals
and burning in the rhetoric of embroidered leaves
the poem grows in black water
of the fragile overflowing vase:
Ay, mother,
she was so little,
I see her lost there
between the flowers’ white vapor
and the wood’s lustrous rigidity,
all by herself,
looking within
toward who knows what high point of heaven.
And He Teaches the Lesson
“Given the provisions for living ...
the grandmother takes life’s journey full of nothings ... "
Tatiana Oroño
(De Estuario)
I have read the poem to Marco
and he knew how to point out his name’s letters one by one
in the water of the mirror of my eye
and he repeated the rhyme
trilling in amazement
at the correspondences
leaving a little bird inside my head.
May it live in my eye and trill in my tree
and receive in verse
the provisions for living.
Then, may it read,
see the shining water of the poem,
its meaning in the lovely bower of letters.
Be the tall flower that holds up my tree.
Les mer
Produktdetaljer
ISBN
9781945680625
Publisert
2023-05-18
Utgiver
White Pine Press
Høyde
152 mm
Bredde
228 mm
Aldersnivå
G, 01
Språk
Product language
Engelsk
Format
Product format
Heftet
Antall sider
130
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